todae is such a boring day.. hahas.. been slacking at home whole day long.. dun wanna go out cause too tired already.. just wanna lie down ard the house.. and slack.. hahas.. ytd went to kylie's place.. and had pasta for both lunch n dinner.. well.. starting to think too much again =P hahas.. somehow i feel.. they dun want me to be there at times... at times.. im just like invisible.. ard 9.50+.. went home.. took 82 home.. i miss swimming cause long time never swim.. actually tomorrow.. i few days ago.. already told kylie to go swimming tmr evening.. but she seem to forgotten all about it.. and suggested to go to see laptop and everything.. although i came back for ard a week already.. but.. almost every dae just go out.. never go swimming at all.. feel so tired to be playing everyday suddenly.. now just wanna rest somewhere alone.. at peace.. resting now.. yesterdae.. make my personal organiser.. make until 3am+ still making.. todae so tired.. later continue making again.. a lot of lines to be drawn.. sometimes i really envy Kylie leading a good life.. im happy for her.. and oso wish for myself to be able to lead a good life.. but i thought it thru.. how our lifes are.. is chosen and decided by us.. no one can ever change our lifes.. no one can help us if we choose not to be help.. so.. if i want to lead a happy life.. i got to learn to earn it my way.. =) but.. duno why.. i kept telling myself to stay positive.. but sometimes.. just gotten emotional... n negative thoughts start filling my mind.. im so bored at home now... when will i find my soul mate.. or at least someone to speak with.. someone to let me love with..
but oh well.. this kind of things.. take time.. no point in thinking about it.. if the time is not rite.. then it is not.. if the timing is rite.. nothing can stop it from happening.. hahas.. =)
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤