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Friday, January 30, 2009 9:10 PM

thurs&fri

todaee...
i just woke upp..
still feeling so tired..
yawns yawns... well..
just ate the fried rice my dad cooked..
nw at least just tired.. not hungry..
gonna dota later.. with some of my classmates..
hope i will improve bit by bit.. :)
afternoon should be got go out with gladys and jovin..
but i was... way too tired..
and just slept my day away... =/
tmr... should be going to fren's hse for CNY celebrations =x

thursdae..
finish sch at ard 1pmm...
then me , jovin and gladys went to serangoon stadiumm..
i only did 2 rounds of stadium run.. a short sprinting..
and plenty of other exercises like...
jumpiing jack , 100 sets..
jumping on spot.. 100 times..
and a few others.. was really fun :)
after tat... we went over to serangoon int there..
then.. we had our lunchh/dinner..
hahas.. yumyumm. the mixed vege rice is great :)
thenn... we chilled at the.. beancurd shopp..
chit chat.. crapped and joked..
then went to mac and chilled again..
slacked.. crapped.. joked.. till ard... 9pm..
finally home sweet home :)

i really appreciate having such lovely frens :)
they nvr fail to make me laugh at least once a dae :)
time to go practice my dota :):):)

Labels: smiled.dota.

Thursday, January 29, 2009 1:39 AM

frens are lovely

just finished a dota match..
the result was.... 1 : 7 >.<
im sure a feeder nwadaes.. i duno why oso..
probably the internet connection is killing me...
but its alright.. one more week..
and singtel will be back in my arms :)
hahas..

class was kinda normal.. except the part tat...
i was absolutely tired out..
well... after sch.. gladys and jovin came over to my hse to cook...
pasta~!! hahas.. it was delicious but too salty and we cooked...
too much too =x well.. after eating.. we slacked in my room..
after tat.. late evening we went to compass point to walk ard..
hahas.. chit chat.. walk ard.. ate some junks :P
and then off to homee...
i hope i can play dota better infuture... =
i gt lots of stuff...
that i seriously need to learnn :)
time for bed...
tmr after sch going stadium with jovin and gladys.. buais~!!

Labels: dota.fail.coookingg.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 4:35 AM

CNY first day

just reached home frm a midnight movie.. darn tired..
before tat was hongbao collecting @ aunt's house..
hahas.. had mahjong session & i lost.. luckily..
no money played..
tis yr probably no gambling for me..
hahas.. luck nt tat good..
well... after tat.. we went to catch a midnight movie..
Love Matters..
kinda nice lar the movie..
was darn funny and comedy-packed..
well.. quite meaningful though.. reminded me of a lot of stuff..
after tat.. the lift was like... not working alr.. so had to walk down the escalator..
guess what happened?

i twisted my ankle >.<
darn pain for tat moment.. but i carried on walking downn..
i promise myself.. im nt gonna wear heels and walk down escalator..
=/ by right... tmr gonna meet my dar & honey and some others at noon..
for movies.. but i doubt its possible.. since both of them are dead drunk..
at battie's place sleepingg.. tmr cfm hangover.. and they still nid to go home and change..
cfm is dun nid go liaos.. or will only meet at evening time lar..
hais..sian sia.. spoilt my plans =( hais.
drunkens drunkens drunkens..

Labels: twisted ankle.

Sunday, January 25, 2009 11:59 PM

reunion dinner.

well..
todae.. couldnt exactly wake up.. cos...
last nite too late then sleep =/
hahas.. i only slept at 4am+ :P
well.. in the end.. only woke up at ard 11.45am..
hahas.. quickly gt showered and cabbed down with my sis..
reached my grandma hse...
slack slack slack till ard 3++..
then me and my cousin aka god bro , keith..
went downstairs to buy bubbletea.. but it was close..
so we ended up buying other drinks..
was helping the adults buy their tiger beer.. end up...
the cashier see my cousin too young.. >.<>
asked for ic.. =.= then bo bian cant buy.. cos both our bdae nt yet reach..
hahas.. was laughing abt it so muchh..
after tat.. ate reunion dinner..
watched tv.. slack agn.. then went homee..
tmr gonna be a longg draggy day..
hahas.. tonight gonna shouye..
goshyy im getting so tiredd..

tis is a bottle of anna sui's perfume , secret wish..

my sis gave it to me.. so kind of her huhs =/

once in a million yrs :P but i thanked her anyways.. :)

actual time.. is... 1.24am :)

Labels: dinner.anna sui

Friday, January 23, 2009 11:59 PM

pool.

todae..

finished classes @ 10.30am...

after tat went to TPY's mac and had my lunch there with...

nata , yana , ahmad , syarif , aaron , guang and faliq..

hahas..

after lunch we went upstairs and played pool..

played all the way till ard 3pm..

after tat.. chat and slack.. then by 4pm+ i left...

hahas.. bused home..

then was using the computer whole night..

overall..

todae pool was quite fun.. and we played/fooled ard alot..

as usual ba.. hahas :)

seeing this picture..

immediatly reminds me of cs =/

hahas.. i was searching for 'gummy bears' and saw this picture.. so cute =)

Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:59 PM

hmms.
now having tummy upset.. =/
shouldnt have ate mcspicy..
but i ate it.. agn..
now my stomach is feeling so awful..
hmms...
starting to feel alittle sick..
sneezing away already.. pls dun let me get sick..
i still wanna spend a lovely CNY de.. dun wanna spend it on a sickbed..
hahas.. well..

todae was quite a plain day.. hahas.. cs awhile after class ended one hr earlier..
hahas.. before tat.. we were doing out tps presentation..
the result came out not bad sia :)
hahas.. well.. earlier in the dae.. during first lesson was marketing.. =/
almost freak out in the lesson..
we were playing a quiz gamee.. and i had to represent my group sia..
darn stress while representing my group.. luckily i didnt get any of my answers wrongly :)
yippeee.. finally my studies paid off in a way :)

well... tats probably it..
tmr havent decide wat to do yet after schh... so ya..

thoughts:

hmms... well.. now i came to know more..
the light of truth is hurting me so muchh..
i fallen endlessly for u.. down into a pit of daggers..
piercing its way thru me.. yet i helplessly continue on..
why am i continuingly falling for u.. when its hurting me so badly..
its hurting my heart.. deeper than anythingg..
but i choose to stand beside u.. although my scars are hurting me..
haunting my every night.. driving me to nuts..
im losing my energy day by day.. totally drained..

actual time : 12.41am.

Labels: lost my sense. sick.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 11:22 PM

parents.

now im confused and frustrated..
im starting to lose whatever thoughts i held..
hmms.. study hard to give parents good future..
study hard to get a good job..
study hard to survive thru the economy..
all noble ideas..
now i will just throw them aside..
becos i know why im studyingg..
im studying becos i want to..
not becos for others or anything else..
its for myself.. i slack becos im stressed up..
i hate being stressed.. but cant help but feeling the stress..

todae is kinda a sleepy dae in school..
plenty of writing.. studyingg.. till my head is gonna burst..
hahas.. but todae has its fun parts tooo~!!
hmms..
we ate at canteen..
then went to student hub to cs during our break.. had so much fun..
then after tat.. we went to class..
hahas..
todae is a happy dae for me too :)
todae im really very happy..
we chatted so much..
just able to be ard him is good enough for me already.. :)
im happpy enuff :)

Labels: cs.study.fun

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:15 PM

my 201st post

todaee....
long dae i hadd..
hahas.. it was suppose to be the day tat sch ends earliest..
ended up =/
i went home darn late.. only reached home like 9pm when my sch ended...
at 11.45am.. =x
after class ended.. we went to play CS @ student hub.. till ard 2pm..
go canteen makan.. then off we go the bishan library..
after awhile.. we left there and head for khatib's mac..
yana, natasha and balqis wanted to do marketing plann...
ended up... we joked.. fooled around.. crapped..
and they nvr do much abt it =/
after tat... yana went hm changed & natasha went homee..
then me , yana and balqis zoommm down to expo..
thinking tat there is a john little roadshoww..
ended up.. =.= the place was desserted..
hahas.. so we chatted at bk.. after tat went to get subway cookies..
then we went hoommeeee..

this is a picture of a cat i took at khatib @ ard yana's place..
its so.. fluffy and cute :)

todae im very happpy...

i scored 43 out of 50 for my marketing class test..

which i was worrying abt..

yana top scorer sehh.. she scored 47.. so proud of herr..

balqis and ahmad scored 43 too =)

im proud of their great improvement..!!

keep it up and they will be doing well.. and able to get into poly :)

somemore todae i had fun.. lots of laughters..

and took such a lovely picture of the cat :)

happpy happpy dayy.. :)

i oso finally fulfilled one of my wish/aim :)

Labels: grades.fun.laughter.

Monday, January 19, 2009 4:26 PM

im losing it.

argh.
todae nvr go sch... overslept till afternoon >.<
way too tired.. cos ytd too late sleepp..
slept at 4am plus due to script writingg.. hahas..
luckily todae no presentation.. phew~
well.. i guess.. no other choices..cos when i woke up..
already in the afternoons le..
tonight i will sleep earlier.. and pray hard the rest nt angry with me =x

Sundaeeee..

the three rings.. are wat me , my dar and my honey bought :)

top one is mine... middle one is dar's.. and the bottom one is honey's..

my ring bigger than theirs lar >.<>

i like my ring cos its special.. nt average ring design :)

its kinda the uncommon design.. :) concave in style..

well.. sunday is a long dae for me..

the day started off... with..

porridge buffet at suntec city..

with dar, Shawn and Yongjin

=/ couldnt really eat a lot.. i promise..

next time i go cfm eat more =/

hahas... after tat.. we went to downtown east to book chalet..

hahas.. after tat.. we shopped aroundd..

and i bought smth for dar :)

hahas.. after tat.. we went to orchard to meet honey..

i got so blur tat i mixed up lucky plaza and far east plaza..

goshh.. in the end we stayed at far east plaza till ard 7pm..

in between.. many stuff happened.. but overall.. we crapped..

we played.. and we enjoyed ourselves..

well... after tat.. we went to cineleisure.. and played pool..

darn fun :) we joked and crapped there.. took pics and laughed like hell..

after tat... went home.. did my script for presentation.. hahas..

ended up.. slept at 4am+..

i dun undersstand why did he dua us.. after making us wait for close to 3 hrs..

i dun seem to understand.. maybe cos our anger level are different..

and we hold different thoughts.. maybe..

i just couldnt fit in.. i tried my best.. to pretend im happy and everything..

i honestly tried to laugh.. but i cant.. becos.. i can never stand.. being lied to..

being dua-ed.. and the person dun even apologies.. as if..whatever he did was right..

have a taste of tat one dae.. and u will understand my feelings..

Labels: nutshell.

Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:15 PM

mood swinggs.

hmms..
todae is kinda almost the same as ytd =/
well.. slightly different is cos.. im playing cs at home .. hahas..
played in sch.. but came home to practice :X
hahas.. know a few gers who played cs thru one of the games..
hahas.. kinda fun.. but thenn.. violent~!! =/

todae nothing much special in school..
i look forward to go out with frens more often..
i miss all my frens.. everyone so busy with their own lifes..
hard to even find a common time to go out tgt..
hmms.. dinner for tonight : hazelnut chocolate wafer =/
tasty but nt filling enuff..
going to have dinner later with my sis later.. either mcd or kfc..

hmms.. craving for a lot of delicious food lately..
hungry for lots of yumyum =)
i shld be going on a hunting trip soon..
long time nvr go hunt for good food liaos..
see i can find a kaki then off i go :)
but nowadaes nt a lot of my frens wanna go on food hunt liaos =/
all wanna slim down fast fast till forget the enjoyment of food hunting =x
well.. not really feeling well lately..
still thinking wanna go class tmr or not.. so short hr sia..
ciaos =)

Labels: flu.frustrations.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 11:56 PM

Song of the dae :
Neyo's So Sick..

part of the lyrics:
Enough is enough
No more walking around with my head down (yeah)
I'm so over bein' blue Cryin' over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs So sad and slow

hmms...
how i wish..
love has a 'on' and 'off' switch..
and i can choose what emotions i wanna feel..
but that is not possible..
well.. i wanna get rid of u from my mind..
its starting to hurt myself.. im starting to bleed frm within..
i enjoy being ard u.. numbing myself with ur smile..
but this ending i hv seen before..
history is just gonna repeat but at least..
i know this time only 2 years max..
the previous time is 4 long years.. painful and hurting..

well.. enuff of my thoughts..
now back to reality..
hmms.. todae the marketing paper kinda challenging..
and i merely studied the 5 chapters in less than 2 hrs time..
i duno how much my brain absorbed..
i have confidence about passing..
but then scoring high might be quite tough.. =/
well.. at least one test is over :)
after the test.. we went to played cs for the 3 hrs break..
hahas.. totally enjoyed myself :)
woohoos..
then after bzc.. we went to play cs again for another 3 hrs >.<
totally relaxed and enjoyed myself :) weeee~
alrite.. gonna go bed now.. niteynitey..

Labels: cs.marketing exam.cs

Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:20 PM

tired. shopped.studied.

hahas.. todae is such a long day..
finally got home & took a shower :)

after school todae..
went to khatib mac to study with yana, balqis and someone else =x hahas..
we studied hard =/ i left at ard 2pm+ then travel down to kovan to meet kylie..
and we had our lunch/dinner at NYNY.. after tat went to hougang to eat waffles =x im so full..

after walking around...
i went to meet my mom at compass point.. shopped around and went to eat dinner with her..
i was full to the point of pukingg =.=
after tat.. shopped awhile more and bused home..
now gonna chat on fone and study.. gonna rest early tonight :) nitenite =))
tmr is gonna be a big day =/ first marketing CA paper..
hope i gonna do well for it..

Labels: nervous.

Monday, January 12, 2009 11:59 PM

sick dae.

stayed home todae..
tired and weary..
finally oso finished reading twilight series..
the story is quite nice..
hahas.. one of the best i read before i guess :)
the ending is lovely..
the author is very creative to think of all these stuff :)
well.. tmr is another dae of sch..
wednesdae gonna have my paper for marketting alr..
kinda nervous.. but hope im gonna do alright for it :)
thursdae should be doing presentation already..
gosh.. busy week.. nervous for me.. but im sure i can handle it..

hmms.. new blog skin.. i gonna go sleep already..
its alr 12.15am =x and i got early classes tmr..
gd night people.. sweet dreams..
tmr come home must get ready to chiong marketting..
and chunk everything into my brain :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009 7:53 AM

tis 2 daes.. watched 2 movies =x totally madness weekends..

fridae..
after sch.. stayed at J8's mac , chit chatted with yana and balqis..
after tat.. ard few hrs ltr.. we went on seperate ways..
went home got ready and left for night outingg..
went to harbourfront centre mac to meet frens for dinner..
end up our group too big to sit together..
so we take away the food and went to vivo roof top the shelter place..
and sat down there to eat..
we chit chatted.. and enjoy our macdonald dinnerr..

ard 9 plus..
i left vivocity and train down to tampines mall..
met my god bro's cousin and his wife & my god ma.. god bro and god bro's gf..
for red cliff 2..
review for the movie : rated 3 out of 5 stars..
the graphic is nice , plenty good graphic and animation..
but then.. the storyline not really the nice i guess..
well.. some stuff happened after tat..
totally spoilt my day becos of one woman tat thought she knows everythingg.

------------------------------------------ next dae ---------------------------

saturdae..
slept till im contended..
woke up ard 3 plus..
went out to meet frens at pool fusion.. @ bugis..
see them play pool..
didnt feel like joining in.. cos i know i sux in pool nowadaes..
after tat we headed for chicken rice dinner..
very filling.. not bad.. the chicken smells nice..
and the rice is quite gd.. but still nt better than the chicken rice dumpling..

hahas.. after tat.. train down to cineleisure with a few of them..
went to buy tickets for movie..
wanted to watch ong bak 2.. but tickets kinda tough to get..
ended up choosingg.. changeling..
not a bad show.. quite artistic and require deeper understandingg..
review : 3 out of 5 stars..
got angelina jolin.. slightly bloody at one part..
kinda meaningful :) not bad cos i enjoy the company of my frens..
then after tat.. we walked to shaw hse's mac..
slacked there.. chit chat and joked ard..
ard 5am then we walked over to ngee ann city entrance there..
sat there.. some slept , some chit chat..
tonned all the way till ard 6am+
took bus with one of them..
finally reach home now :)

gonna start studying quite soon..
time to get shower :) ciaos!

Labels: movies weekend..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009 2:30 PM

busy busy.

hmms.. its been three days since sch reopened..
everyday also very busy..
busy doing projects.. busy catching up in schwork..
busy studying for tests.. busy catching up with frens..
busy busy and still busy..
from monday till now.. not one day i got enough sleep.. everyday oso freaking tired..
everydae oso burn midnight oil to rush project datelines..
hmmms..
body breaking down alr..
not enough rest i guess..
hope weekends come soon.. i need my rest already.. :)
jiayou!

Labels: busy new term

Friday, January 2, 2009 11:59 PM

new haircut & new yr celebration.

todae went to get a new haircut..
wanted to go home but in the end stayed for sequence..
I shld have went homee...
lost 20 dollars =.=
really shouldnt have played.. dumb dumb me..
learnt a lesson now.. winners always talk with pride..
winners always want to step losers under their feet..
if im ever a winner.. i must give face to the loser.. :)

although im getting my pay soon..
but it seems... before i can buy my own things...
my money alr gone like the wind......~
im gonna go home tomorrow..
staying on will only make me lose more money..
sad to say.. i might not be coming back ever again..
im tired of being someone i dun wanna be..

im tired of being ard people who say each other childish... yet..
they are the childish ones..
why am i born with this different mindset..
tat makes me difficult to fit in no matter how hard i try..
im really tired.. although its a holidae.. but.. its too tiring..
i wanna find a part time job.. and oso slim downnn :)
i wanna score well in 2009 for my gpa so tat i can go poly :)
JiaYou Serene :)

new hair cut :)

actual time : 2.57am , 3 January 09'

Labels: 2009 goals :)