and took many many photos todae.. close a hundred >.<>
im so happyy ^^
serene is happy todae :)
actual time : 3.14am XP 19 march 09'Labels: frens.
tis is the picture of the dae..
why tis picture..? its a picture of lots and lots of diff colour pencil in a container..
to me.. it represents the different type of things tat happy in our life..
unpredictable.. and the colour represents the different mood we have when a certain thing happened..
the colour is decide by ourselves.. although we cant control wat will happen..
we can control and decide our mood when we realise wat happened..
and wat kind of mindset we gonna take to face against wat happened..
see not the rain.. but the rainbow after the rain..
most of us only survived or died in the rain part.. we usually dun make it all the way till the rainbow part...
but... some of us made it to the rainbow easily.. why so?
cos.. attitude :)
their attitude to life is so positive tat rainbow appears easily in their life..
rather than thinking hw suckish ur life is..
might as well spend time thinking how u can actually improve ur life?
i used to be one of those who everyday think how suckish my life is..
till one dae.. a certain bird came to tell me abt this..
then i realise... i have been wasting alot of time pitying on myself..
rather than picking myself up..
its time all the self-pity ended. :) i must pick myself up and move on..
time wait for no man :) my youth has a certain expiry date..
and.. before it expired... i better spend it wisely as time traveling is still not quite available in tis world yet.. ^^
tats all of todae! :)
Im going to interview with my cousin and my frens agn at 2 other diff hotels..
wish me all the best ! :)
Monday, March 16, 2009 11:59 PM
kylie and me formal day out
Today..!
i went out with kylie..
dressed in a formal attire.. cardigen + tube dress! >.<
she also dressed formal to go along with mine attire =x
we met at around 11 am...
then off we go to plaza singapura.
we had our brunch at the kopitiam there..
its finally reopened!
we waited so long for tat indonesian rice stall~!!
of course we had tat as our brunch.. still taste as good as always..
after tat.. we both had dessert..
then we went off to arcade...
hmmms.. guessed wat...
we at first play ard... then kylie played them big big machine..
tat allows u to play a certain times till u reach JP for the soft toy...
hahas.. she won herself a stich! :)
thenn...
she touched my heart... by getting another same of her stich for me..
i was so damn happy..
she really didnt have to get me anythingg.. but she did..
ended up.. she spent around 80 at the arcade.. >.<>
well... then we ended up talking abit abt our past..
we know each other for ard 4 yrs already.. time flies -_-
well.. lots of stuff happened between us..
but now.. the stuff tat happened between us seems to have made us grow up..
time has given us the power to understand , forgive and forget..
after tat... we went to buy tickets...
we end up deciding to watch ' Race to Witch Mountain '
to be honest , i always thought tis movie is kinda dumb >.<
but... it surprised me with the interesting storyline and unpredictable outcome :)
its really nice and touchingg.. and the animation was... woohhooo!!
hahas.. :) i will rate it 4 out of 5...
becos..... it will be better if its 3D :) cos the animations suit 3D style better!
well... after movies... we went off to ikea... carrying our stich on the train...
everyone was staring at our attire and the stich >.<
hahas.. it was kinda weird.. but we soon didnt care much about it...
well.. after kylie is done with her shopping at giant and ikea..
we went back to her place.. and she started fixing up her stuff...
after tat was dinner.. then home sweet home..
hahas...
i really enjoyed myself alot todae..
:) happy happy day i had ^^
ty kylie for todayy.. sry to hv made u spent that much on the stich for me..
i really feel so guilty =/
welll... wadeva has happened between us is over alr :)
we have alr moved on and forgive & understand the issues..
so let it disappear with time :)
actual time : 2.46am 17th March 2009. :) tuesdae.
Labels: stich
Saturday, March 14, 2009 10:46 PM
life
picture of the dae : bed of roses + nails.
hmmms... why i choose tis picture?
it reflects life.
life is just like the abv...
the roses are the beautiful stuff that happened in our life...
and the nails.. are the negative stuff that happened in our life..
and our life is make up of both the roses & the nails..
no life is complete without the roses & the nails..
the roses made up the happy moments..
and the nails made up the sad moments..
it just depends whether ur life have more roses or nails..
but you can always choose to remove the nail and place a rose at there..
becos its your life..
its ur decision and you have the choice whether to make it..
a beautiful life filled with roses and little nails..
or... a sad life filled with nails and little roses..
the choice is in your hands. :)
well... todae i did nothing much..
slept till afternoon.. woke up and dota...
had lunch and chatted with dad...
then dota agn.. psp oso...
hahas.. relax sia! :x
long time nvr so relax already..
todae... up till now.. won 2 dota matches.. and lost 2.. =/
hahas.. the won matches... was really fun..
the lost matches.. was oso fun in a way :)
well...
overall its kinda fun... then after the matches..
went to have a chat with dad.. and sis.. and had tibits..
well.. soon gonna have a chat with a new fren i knoww frm garena!
hahas... X) oxydeprived i know u will be reading this!
thanks for the dota games todae! :)
Friday, March 13, 2009 11:59 PM
homee.
seeing this ss made me super the happy..!!
hahas.. well.. tis is wat i did todae.. =x
DOTA.
hahas... first time i got monster kill so im damn happy! =x
but after i gt the monster kill.. i get ganged up by the opponents.. =x
hahas.. but it was funn! :)
well.. suppose to go badminton playing with Jovin , gladys and her frens...
but couldnt wake up at all =x
hahas...
so i stayed homee whole dae.. made my own dinner..
and dota awayyy =x
abit no lifee todae =/ but its the few daes of rest I finally got..
after that long long studyingg weeks..
my resting will end once tat hotel training starts..
and we get cracking with banquet banquet banquets...
till sch starts again =/
so now is the short term slacking no life days =x
tmr should be another day of slacking and staying homee..!
hahaas :) love the daes i have whole dae to myself =)
i sorta miss the daes we hadd...
the fun we had..
the laughter we shared..
but now.. after i realise..
everything was just a mask..
things changed..
i refuse to keep lying to myselff...
i dun wanna let myself live in the world of illusions anymore..
its time.. i live the life in the way I will prefer..
u are out of my life. my thoughts. my soul.
becos.. u are all lies..
actual time : 12.12am , 14 March 09' Saturdae.
Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:59 PM
12 march 09
todaee...
going to interview with Yana , Gladys , Jovin & Keith..
suppose to meet at 12 noon...
but my alarm clock didnt went off so...... =x
hahas.. only managed to reach there at 2pm..
after lunchh.. we went to Conrad Hotel to interview!
hahas... after tat.. acutally planned to go Grand hotel to interview..
but no more vacancy le...
well... so we were sitting at alot of different places..
chit chattingg.. and crappingg..
till i did smth damn sinfull!
i really didnt realise i said tat.. infront of himm..
i know i shouldnt have.. but.. it was a slip of tonguee..
x.x made me felt so guilty noww...
ermms.. after awhile more.. me and keith went off first...
then home sweet homeee..
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hmmms... i duno wat am i to youu..
u are makinggg.. such a hurricane in mee..
its killing me from within..
and i cant help it..
im helplessly trapped with u..
pls.. someone... save me from this blackhole..
im losingg every bit of what i always hold onto..
every scarr is killing within mee..
Labels: interview banquet.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:59 PM
maymay bdae outingg
todaee...
had tourism examm in the morningg after studyingg for... 3 solid hours..
the paper is kinda average.. nt too tough but nt easy either..
well... tat was tat...
finally... HOLIDAYS arrived! :)
well.. met my clique of gers in the afternoon after a refreshing bathh...
hahas.. we went to the Cathay to watch a moviee...
'He is just not into you' , the moviee is...
super meaningg.. and it taught me alot new stuff..
it made me realised wat was i doingg with my life too!
its nice , meaninggful & a highly rated MUST WATCH moviee!! :)
u wun regret watching it.. damn meaninggful for me..
after tat... we went to cineleisure to have dinnerr... and camwhored @ youth park..
during all tis happenings...
my feet was achingg damn badly cos... i was wearing heels >.<
damn pain frm all the continous walkingg up & down.. to and fro...
end up leavingg earlier cos...
im feelingg damn shagg and my legs were aching damn badly..
i didnt expect the pain.. it will take a longg time to recover...
so for at least the next few mths... i cant wear heels..
=/ after reach hm & showered , dotaa all the way..
tmr still got interview in the noon time siaa...
im off to bed soonn! nitenitee..
had so much fun todaee.. happy happy.. but paid a heavy price for it..
well... tis abovee phrase...
was gotten thru a test i did..
it was a psychology test.. about how far am i willing to suffer for love..
hahas.. kinda nice and accurate..
but most importantly, i really like tis sentence..
'when i said i loved you, i meant forever'
its like... super sweet..
but... is this sentence even possible?
no one knows..
actual time : 3.24am 12 March 2009.
Monday, March 9, 2009 11:59 PM
scars
todae...
its mainly about scars..
hahas.. tis topic has been floating in my mind for sometime...
why there are scars when the wounds are healed..
why sometimes.. even though the scar on the outside disappearred..
the scars inside will never disappear..
i dun understand why i forgive pple that hurt me..
but i just feel like forgiving pple..
bearing grudges against pple are too... troublesome for me..
too.. tiringg... too... wasting of time to bear grudges against anyonee..
i just forgive too easily for my own good..
>.<>
but.. its something I couldnt change.. i tried changingg..
but my heart softens damn easily..
hardening my heart would probably take something damn serious..
well..
being dumb or wat.. i simply dun wanna care :P
i love the way i am..
wat for force myself to change to someone im not and will nt be :)
its time for me to sleep already.. tmr still got marketing paper..
which i didnt study much for..
just couldnt concentrate.. all the best to myself..
Saturday, March 7, 2009 7:56 PM
bakingg
todae...
woke up very very earlyy... xP
ard 9++.. so tired still...
right hand slight achingg.. =/ duno whyy..
showerred and went off to meet kylie at hougang..
had breakfast together at qiji..
yum yumm~ so full..
we went to buy baking stuff...
cos she wanna bake a cake on her own for her precious cousin.. :)
and im going to accompany her..
in the end.... she supplied me with some baking ingredients...
and im gonna make my own cake too~
after we reach her house..
we started preparing and bakingg...
had so much fun.. was kinda worried that my cake will fail..
cos its my first time making a cake.. and...
my cake was taking a long long time to be fully baked..
kylie's cake was very nice :)
hahas.. lovely decorated..
but the cream was kinda tricky!!
but we managed nonetheless~ :)
well... our cakes turn out successfully wonderful~!!
it makes me feel like going repair the oven at home...
but.. dun hv the resources to.. for now...
hmms.. im gonna try to master the skills of bakingg~!!
hahas... it burns my baking interest up again..
hahas... i love baking stuff...
hmmms...
i dunoo.. exams are coming real soon...
and... i know tat.. im nt in the right mood yet..
duno whyy.. my study mood are all gone..
stress like duno wat now..
Friday, March 6, 2009 11:59 PM
mood swings.
thursdae...
sch ended very early at 10.30 due to...
many class cancelled cos of the teacher..
hmms... well...
after tat.. was studyingg at different places with gladys and jovin..
couldnt really find a suitable place for studyingg..
well... we ended at novena area to study..
during we changing study places..
we went to cotton on and walk ard..
i bought a cardigen.. my first cardigen! and its kinda cheap too!
i bought a slippers too! :) black in colourr...
after tat was dinner.. and home sweet homee...
todae..
met gladys and jovin @ 10 plus... studied...
till ard 1pm... then...
went for lunch.. after tat we went to play badminton at hougang sports hall..
we played badminton together along with 3 of gladys's frens..
their name was... Louis, De Jun & Muthu..
i think =x im nt really good with names...
after badminton.. we clean up and went for dinner...
chit chatted abit.. and we gonna meet up agn..
next fridae.. for another badminton session :)
hahas... well.. tats abt it..
recently duno why...
my mood swings are getting alot worse...
at home.. when im alone..
i lose control of my mood damn easilyy...
i even cried myself to sleep ytd night..
i duno whyy... i couldnt really control my mood..
whenever im outside..
i have to control my mood swings very strongly..
i dun wanna freak pple out with my rapid mood swings...
the stress is killing me badly...
i can feel every part of my cells dyingg as the days pass..
i duno why.. and i cant control it at all..
actual time : 1.39am 7th March 09'Labels: crying.stressful
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 9:28 PM
4th March 2009
hmms.... well...
i made my own dinner tonight :)
tried first time...
used.. mushroom.. minced meat and egg :)
taste nice.. but it serves 2..
i cant eat finish at all.. :P
so full lors =/ well... it taste good.. probably nid more salt..
taste kinda plainn.. i had it with porridge :)
hees..
todae in sch..
nothingg much happened..
tmr after sch gonna revise and chiong marketingg...
=) hope i will be able to do it~!!
Monday, March 2, 2009 1:44 AM
frens chalet and mount faber
tis are the very few pics i took =/
didnt have much things for me to take..
or its becos... im too tired to even want to take pics of themm..
2 nights of no slp made me a zombiee..
i was like freaking tired...
well..
overall.. it was fun & scary..
some stuff happened tat scared the wits out of me...
we watched 2 horror movies.. 'cinderella' & 'shutter'
i was so frighten.. =/
well.. the fun part was there too as always..
we laughed alot.. played alot..
tilll =/ i got a burn mark on one of my fingers..
pain sia.. but its alot better now already..
during the 2nd day of the chalet... early morning i went home and went mount faber to
take photographs before returning to the chalet at evening time..
tis are some of the many photos we took there :)
we took many photos there... cause it was really.. damn nice!
hahas..
we met up at ard 11++
then reach harbourfront at around noon time...
went to the interchange de food market..
and had our full delicious lunchh...
after tat...we should be going to take bus go up mount faber..
but kylie wants a cable car ride >.<
so we went to take the cable car ride..
which the view was magnificent :)
totally awesome! i simply love the view..
snapped alot of pictures.. of the lovely sight..
mount faber is magnificent as well..
lots of lovely sight..
the place is simply dreamy and lovely..
i wanna hold my wedding there.. i even thought of the perfect area..
hees.. :P pretty placee~
simplyy lovelyy~ im sure lots of gers will love tat place..
we oso went to handerson wave.. which was lovely..
but way too long to complete for us :P
but the view from the handerson wave was lovely :)
well...
after all tis fun..~
its time to focus on mugging alr..
last week before exams :)
might nt be blogging much :)Labels: chalet.mount faber.
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