my way, your way.

Sunday, June 29, 2008 3:44 PM

hmms.

actually many people are having messy lifes..
i only realised that when i read a few of my frens' blog..
hmmms.. suddenly i feel more at ease after confirming what i really want..
my beliefs and everything.. what im gonna expect in life.. and stuff..

then i realised life can be so small but if you fully use every minute of it..
u will find that it can be very very meaningful..

i realised what my life have install for me..
after talking ytd to my younger god sister.. i soon realise what i really want to do..
hais.. well.. although she is young, but then well.. she made me realise some things very very important to me.. just by talking to her .. i came to realise quite a few things in life that i have always wanted but dun dare to do it..

its good to spend some time with her..
go have dinner.. or go out shopping and stuff..
she can make a good chatter and listener..
so i guess.. she might be really popular with guys infuture... hahas.

well.. i went to check our tis site thru my fren's blog and found tis...

Lets101 - free dating

Labels: i understand nw.

Thursday, June 26, 2008 3:32 AM

mis-fit.

i dun seem to fit in after all..
i went thru everyone in my clique's blogs..
realised i missed out really alot alot..
i miss going out with them so much.. miss taking photos with them..
i seriously love them so much.. hahas..
but then.. well.. nbm..

saw their outing pics and such.. wondering.. without me.. they still seem fine after all..
so do my existance still matter?
i seriously duno anymore..

hmms.
my head...hurts thinking..

Labels: head hurts.

Monday, June 23, 2008 9:34 PM

hmms.

a lesson learnt.

to u , that might be the one that love u the most.
but then...
the truth is..
she is isn't the one that love u the most.

when u got slapped in the face with the truth.
then u will understand everything...

the saddest thing happen to me..
is i got slapped ALOT of times.. then i understand everything..
but i had my share of fun.. sorrows.. worries.. sadness.. and crying..
i had cried on the bus on my way hm frm genting to sg. because of a incident that i wun mention here.. hais..
that incident woke me up..

serene has finally woke up frm my nightmare.

Labels: well learnt

im back.

im back frm genting trip..
X)
hahas..

had my share of fun..
bought a few stuff for his birthday present lors..
bought a chocolate for kylie and some other people..
hahs..

i bought a few stuff.. had my fun of shopping around..
played pool too x)
but never went to theme park cause...
well.. im scared =P

i know i know.. scary catt.. xD
but thenn.. well im just scared..

hmms.. realised eating in genting can be slightly more pricy but then hors..
super super worth it =x
hahas..
went over there and really enjoy what is call shopping x)
hahas.. enjoy my fun lors..

well.. i realised my mistake..
and i know i now have to pay the price for making that mistake..
but i now know..
i will never do it agn..
im gonna learn from my mistakes.
and never make it ever agn.

Labels: happyandmistakes.

Monday, June 16, 2008 7:24 PM

puzzled.

who am i..
what am i..
why am i..

tis world makes me so tired..
i just wanna give up..
and i will be free of everything..
no more pain..
no more sorrows..
the sadness is rooting in me.. yet i can do nth about it..

time goes pass.. my heart hurts more and more..
more scars are created..
the past scars deepen..
everything starts to hurt up alot..

Labels: scars

the movie

watched the happening..
ewww..
the movie is kinda gross..
but lack of storyline understanding i guess..
hahas..

well..
recently getting more and more emo..
more and more problems in mind..
dun really wanna think wat is gonna happen when i return to schooll..
for now.. i just wanna enjoy myself..
later then think about what is gonna happen...

so happy going genting le soon..
tripp already confirm..
hope after coming back from the trip..
wun be so emo liaos..
hahas.. really wanna try to adjust my mood and feelings..
so far.. still no one understandss me.. and no one will.. the day tat
the person who understand me will appear seems so far away i guess..

serene nids a break.

Labels: breaking apart.

Saturday, June 14, 2008 1:27 PM

thats it.

so tired..
but then....
now my life dun seem that plain already..
tell u smth.. i used to think i dun mean a thing in tis dumb planet..
but now i realise.. even though we might only known each other for few mths but there is already care and concern between us..
im happy to see my friends care abt me.. giving me all the concern that they think I need..
thanks alot for ur concerns , i know my bzf alr. R.I.P le.
i duno how lar. because aiyaaa.. im so frustrated.
no point thinking abt it..

i really miss my frens.. alot.
often staring at their pictures and the neoprint we took together..
i miss them yet i got no power to see them..
oso no courage to see them..
ii duno. somehow i feel i let them down worrs.
i miss the old days. now its too late for regrets.

Labels: rip

Friday, June 13, 2008 10:59 PM

even the strongest falls.

even the strongest falls......

im happy.. finally its the 3 weeks holidae..

now then i realise the day that i have been waiting for...
is the day i left overseas..
im finally gonna leave this painful place for 3 days.. thursdae leaving..
till sunday then come back.. finally...

im so tired.. so sick of this lifestyle..
tired of living a stressful life..
im tired of tis life..

gonna take a long break..
gonna rest myself properly.. hahas..
im tired..

i miss all of you..
i have my reasons when i choose to make some decisions..
please be understanding..

spongebob misses patrick.
spongebob misses gary.
spongebob is going back to undersea and take a long rest.

Labels: tired

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:02 PM

feeling better.

feeling weird.
stomach growl growl growl..
but then im not even hungry...
hmms..
well.. maybe its because of my medicine ba..
thats why my stomach growl growl..
dun even know why it growl growl..
=P growl growl sounds funny.
x) recently,
been chatting and chatting with my frens..
every night also busy with my frens..
chatting.. using comp..

recently most busy one must be making my online blogshop..
http://serene-shop.blogspot.com/
i set all the skin properly already.. just that I haven't confirm the stocks.
so still on the way.. trying my best to complete it ASAP.
hahas..! =) hope it will be done..

if you got any 2nd hand clothes that you want to sell,
feel free to visit the site.
and read about it. =) thanks!

Labels: online shop

Monday, June 2, 2008 3:35 PM

to korkor.

todae..

while at dasao's place..

we started to miss korkor le..

we go down buy food.. walk walk walk..

then i remb we always walk down tat path together.. the 3 of us..

and we went to many places..

and after tat time me angry with him.. he really now..

like a real brother.. started to feel the brotherly love from him..

im so happy to have tis brother..

yesterday..

we went to plaza singapura.. and then.. korkor and dasao got 2 pop-cu-pines for me.. i decided to name them ken and kylie.. =)

hahas.. they are the miniature of my dasao and korkor..

i will love them as just as much as i love my korkor and dasao..

picture of the toy toy..

Labels: popcupine

sick.

not exactly feeling well.. end up not going school..
feverishhh.. and tat awful sorethroat is killing me now.. dying liao lors..
and a awfully dumb cough.. dry cough lors.. feeling so awfull...

im getting more and more sleppy.. pardon me for not updating.. quite busy lately.. busy arranging and organising stuff..
youth group more and more fun..
feeling more and more attached to my youth group le.. tis coming sat got youth group outing worrs..
happy happy..

Labels: youth group