Monday, March 17, 2008 10:58 AM
back home.
im back at my own home now... unlocked my blog.. hmm.. well.. having a mixture of feelings now.. feeling of both sad n happiness.. come to think of it.. i miss my parents quite a bit.. i called my mum in the morning to tell her im coming home for good now.. just now before i leave my godmum's place.. i asked her about her house keys.. see whether she wants me to keep it or return it.. she say.. return it when u will not return again.. i wanted to tell her.. i wun return again.. but.. i wanna keep the keys.. to remember everything tat happen during this long holidae.. i wanna remember every single lessons learned.. and every memories no matter happy or sad i had there.. just during this few months.. i learned a lot.. about my past.. when im younger and.. about other things in life.. i came to know that im a sly lier when im young.. very good at lying and always lying.. come to think of it.. thats maybe when i can tell lies without thinking much... but well.. white lies are great but if u tell a lie that will hurt others.. then i think thats very awful...
well.. im home happy cause.. i will be able to lead my own life much without a control freak.. without a irritating person bugging me all the time.. somehow i miss my freedom life.. so maybe returning here will be a lot more suitable for me.. but i will always remember my last nite there which is ytd nite.. i watched no reservations with keng jie and we had a great time.. when i left my god mum's place this morning.. tears flow down my cheeks.. but i know i had to bid good bye to this place and return back to my free life.. before i suffocated in the binding miserable life over there.. i hope they will also be happy that im gone.. and there wun be a big eater over there to eat up all their food and stuff.. but well, i will definitely miss mummy's cooking and the fun times we had together..
now.. i should end my post here.. cause im returning to my freedom life.. and gonna spend my day 1 with kylie.. x3 duno where we will be going but im now off to meet her at her place..
Labels: sad.happy.mixture.