Thursday, March 20, 2008 12:33 PM
lalalala~
sometimes.. things cann never be as smooth as u wanted.. although the things u want may be simple.. but sometimes or should i say.. most of the time.. things just went haywire.. no matter how hard u try.. problems and lots lots problems will sooner or later appear.. things may be very simple.. but once we start to solve it.. sometimes things will just get more n more complicated all of a sudden..
sometimes when i think about the school admission thingy.. i feel sad lor.. cause.. well.. all of my frens or classmates.. going to poly.. and im the only one who choose ite instead of retaining.. then quite lonely.. entering a new school with perfect zero frens.. is such a nervous.. yet sad thing.. none of my frens seem to be entering bishan ite.. hais.. then somehow.. i feel us drifting apart.. honestly speaking.. im jealous i guess.. im starting to having friction.. and she kepts coming between us.. everytime we have an arguement or what.. she seem to be in the topic most of the time.. and i really hate it.. she just always make hate her more and more..
cause.. why does she have to come in between us.. i dun feel more importance anymore.. eventually i will lose to her.. becos.. she is ur schmate.. what am i... a stupid idiot that is going to bishan ite ALONE?
hais..
idunwannathinkaboutitanymore.
thinkingaboutitjustmakesmeevenmorehurt.
Labels: hurt.sad.apart.