todae whole day from around noon time.. kept raining and raining... todae actually wanna go swimming de.. but raining then can't go.. in the end, never go swimming at all.. it seems that everytime she has a boyfren.. she wun have time for me.. i miss the saturdaes that we two hang out together.. walk around.. laze around..doing nothing.. whole dae aimlessly.. but well i guess.. its meant to be this way when u have a boyfren.. i guess if i have a boyfren.. i wun be home now also anyways.. surely will be with my boyfren somewhere.. enjoying the sweet saturdae..
weekends always make me feel sad.. and lonely.. everytime when its the weekends.. im always left alone at home.. facing nothing but walls walls walls.. doing nothing at all.. thats why i kept bugging my mum to buy me a psp.. so that i got something to take my mind off with.. but she always say another time another time.. i can only hope that this time round.. her another time will come sooner.. before i get bored to death..
bought a new shirt frm queensway shopping centre yesterday.. quite nice.. then only 10 dollars for a 40 dollars shirt.. cause they closing down le.. then closing sales.. wanted to get another one.. but then.. no one seems to want to pei me go down.. so i didn't go get another one.. i told my mum the address.. she say maybe todae she will go take a look.. hope she will really go take a look.. but i have been thinking about it a lot.. if my mum buys the PSP for me.. but i can't show it.. then how to upload game.. cause mummy said that if sister knows.. im dead for sure.. hais. duno lars..
well.. last night.. was trying to bid farewell to a fren.. but was too tired to get up to call him.. but manage to call him in the early morning before his flight and bid him farewell and ask him to take care of himself.. hahas.. well he will be back on tuesdae..
hais.. duno is it that one coming or my mood.. suddenly.. i quite happy.. next moment upset.. whenever im alone.. i never smile.. not at all.. cause i hate loneliness.. i hate being alone.. but i always am being alone.. whenever im alone.. i tend to start thinking a lot a lot.. i wonder.. when i enter my school.. will i be able to make friends.. because.. well..i dun have any friends that is going into bishan ite.. so.. to me.. that is a whole new place.. a place for me to start afresh.. hope everything will be smooth sailing for me..
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤