Saturday, March 29, 2008 9:15 PM
wrong. doubtful feelings.
after thinking through carefully..
im starting to suspect whether.. do i have a place in his heart..
we know little of each other.. although we do know each other sometime back.. but then ... we knew almost nothing of each other.. its only after we are together then we start knowing more about each other.. before that.. we dun even know how old each other are.. where im schooling.. where we stay and so much more.. its like 2 complete strangers.. suddenly together.. starting everything on a blank page..
i duno much of u.. and u duno much of me.. two complete strangers.. becoming steads all of a sudden.. make me feel so unassured.. very insecure..every night when u come home from work.. u will sit in front of your computer and watch horror movies.. and for u.. i just wait whole day long for u to come home.. and sms me or msn chat with me.. everyday its almost the same.. before we stead oso like tat.. after we stead also like tat.. somemore.. we have never met in real life.. never chatted in real life.. and never dated in real life.. how can we both be so sure about tis relationship...? so sure that we will work out right being with each other..?
wat if after we meet up then realise we are not suitable for each other.. i mean cause we almost know nothing about each other.. i dun wanna put all my heart into it then realise tat its all a bad dream.. im so scared.. hais.. i really dun wanna have any failure relationships again le..
Labels: frighten.
Kathleen Sis ❤