Wednesday, April 2, 2008 2:38 PM
confused..
this few days.. me and laogong.. dun seem to talk anymore.. he yesterday only sms me once.. then.. totally never sms me anymore le..
i duno wats wrong with him.. every night when he comes home.. he will rather watch horror shows then go sleep then chat with me.. its not as if im busy or wat.. but he wun bother.. he has definitely changed.. the him i used to know.. seems to evaporate bit by bit from the day we are together.. todae me and him already together for..6 days.. but i think its already over in my heart.. my shortest relationship.. 6 days..
our relationship is over i guess.. its just when and who says break now.. maybe even a silence break.. i chatted with my fren this few days.. he advised me that i should leave him.. because.. he really isn't a true good boyfriend.. one that always find excuses when wanna meet.. one that rather watch horror movies than chatting with his girlfriend.. i really duno.. this few days.. i have been thinking a lot about this.. but.. i really duno how to tell him that i wanna break up.. i have never said it before.. not in the past.. and hopefully not in the future... hais.. i really duno le lar...
i myself oso keep trying to think of excuses for him.. but then.. i soon realised myself running all of excuses for him already... im so tired trying to think and find excuses for him.. i guess this will end someday.. but duno which day.. a part of me.. still wants to give him chances.. and couldn't bear to let go of this dying relationship between me and him..
i will continue thinking.. now im off to work..
Labels: lost. broken heart.
Kathleen Sis ❤