Friday, April 4, 2008 2:13 AM
Gone. No more.
we are over officially.
i kept thinking.. his chance is up. i told myself if he bothers to sms me then it means our relationship have not ended.. but todae.. totally zero smses from u.. then i knew it.. i told myself.. ' forget it. tats it. ' i should not waste any of my precious time on jerks like him anymore.. my heart feels sad.. but.. i guess.. i can't help it.. some part of me really dun wish to see us ended it like this.. but then.. i really cannot stop myself from the thought of removing u from my life.. i really hate it.. it felt as if my feelings were played again.. but then.. i rather let it end here.. then letting it carry on hurting me..
i shed tears for u.. the final tears i will ever shed for u..
i promise myself.. after tat.. i will never shed a single tear for u anymore..
we are OVER. i will end this once and for all. i will remove every single memory of u and erase u from my mind once and for all..
i think im giving up on love..
its such a time wasting thing..
its just getting me ended up with more wounds again and again..
it hurts too much.. i duno whether i will ever be able to trust anyone.. and love him with all my heart..
i hope the new school term can give me new hopes xP
well.. i went out with my sister todae in the evening.. she went to cut hair.. dye hair.. and trim eyebrows.. and we had carl's Junior for dinner.. so full but the fries was great.. love their coke light with lots of lemon!
hahas.. todae had a very good day.. had lots of fresh air.. we took cab home.. and the uncle is like... wth.. sister paid by nets.. and the uncle was like 'what, no cash ar..' then me and my sister was like thinking.. 'wa lao.. say until like we not even paying at all..' then somemore is tat.. when we are on the cab.. still on cockroach lor! eeww.. xP disgusting..
well.. finished transferring games and songs to my PSP.. going downstairs venting machine and press some drinks then going play PSP at my room relax relax.. until tired then sleep..! buais..!
and thanks to all that cared for me :)
u are the reason i can face this with the least tears.. :) arigato..
whoever is free , please ask me out.. im rotting already..!
Labels: first ended r/s of the year. sad.
Kathleen Sis ❤