Saturday, April 12, 2008 2:12 AM
i duno.
i just came back from my aunt's house...
sat down and thought abt my blog.. then thought of this sentence tat describe the feelings i had whenever i see loving couples..
看着幸福的人走在街上，好羡慕他们的幸福，好想拥有和他们一样的幸福。。 可是不可能因为我是爱情的傀儡。。 永远不会得到渴望的幸福。。
which eventually become my msn nickname.. well.. its true.. u will realise if u read my previous post.. im starting to feel more and more like tat..
the english meaning is that..
walking on the streets looking at couples who are so sweet and close.. very envy of their closeness and happiness.. really wish to have the same happiness with another but its not possible because i am the puppet of love.. ever and ever won't be able to get my long desired happiness..
tomorrow going to polyclinic.. haven't think of which polyclinic to go yet.. i think going to seng kang polyclinic.. need to go see doctor.. finally decided to do something about my sensitive rashes active hands.. but then hope after seeing the doctor everything will be better ba.. if not then very sad le..
this coming monday gonna start school le.. tmr and sundae are my last days of fun before im gonna be serious and start studying.. first day of school is making me excited.. but then.. i hope everything will be fine and smooth.. :) i hope i can make lots and lots of new frens :) i have decided to try to diet and exercise and doll myself up.. i wanna be pretty .. even if i'm not slim.. i wanna look good and be confidence.. first thing im gonna do is to buy some makeup :) hahas..
todae was with my sister at compass point walking ard.. browsing.. and i suddenly feel interested in masks.. lip gloss.. lipsticks.. makeup.. foundation and lots lots.. =x duno why.. maybe what people say is right.. when u start to grow up.. u will start to learn how to doll urself up.. :)
alrite.. lengthy post.. but tats roughly all.. i go play PSP then go sleep after awhile.. tomorrow very early nid to wake up and go poly clinic.. alrite alrite.. buais :)
Labels: thoughts thoughs.
Kathleen Sis ❤