Tuesday, May 6, 2008 7:16 PM
ehs.
dropped dead.
i duno why.. people just cannot treasure their relationships..
i meannn... welll... i for one.. always wished to have a guy that love me a lot.. blar blar blar.. but then it doesn't happen to me.. funny enough.. it happens to pple around me.. and pple ard me.. those fortunate ones.. usually duno how to treasure their relationships de lors.. cos its being a usual thing for them to be loved liaos.. till they really duno how to treasure it liaos lor...
i cannot open my mouth to just say it.. but i really wanna say to him.. 'she doesn't love u lar..' to me.. she dun look like she even care if you two broke up.. sorry to say.. but to me.. she have always been treating u like trash.. i dun even understand how she can attract u to love her till even she treat u like trash u oso dun care.. i promise myself.. i will NEVER want to treat my boyfren as trash.. a boyfren is for one to love and care for.. not for one to treat as a dog.. or a maid.. i know everyone got different ways of handling a relationships.. but to me.. this is a nono on how to treat your boyfren lars..
i confess.. i once thought i like u..
but i now realise.. its not like.. its more to pity..
i think its a pity how much u love someone.. and how that someone is treating you ba.. to me.. its just a sad case..
i decide to tell him everything. i dun care whateva crap im gonna tell him. im just gonna speak my mind for once.. enough of always thinking and hesitating. i wanna be able to express what my thoughts truly are. i dun wanna regret anymore. i dun wanna see sorrows and sad endings anymore. everyone ard me ... is losing the one tat love them alot just because they duno hw to treasure each other.. why people do this to the ones tat love them..
it makes me think back. how foolish i was 4 yrs back. when i love sebastian. how i did not wanna lose any chances with him. i can't remember why or what make me love him so much. at tat time i only remember i love him. and no matter what happen , i just wanna be with him. but i realize, just me putting in effort was useless. a total useless. if he dun wish to be with me, we will never be together no matter how much i want to or how much i do for him.
love makes pple do foolish things.
love hurts.
when break up occurs, at least 1 party is hurt.
love makes people turn stupid.
love breaks heart[s].
Labels: love.