im turning myself into a nut case.. todae.. after something happened.. my wire like somewhere put wrong.. my smiles.. disappeared.. i try my very best to smile.. but deep inside me.. something is not there anymore.. duno wat.. but i can feel the empty spot growing inside me.. duno wats wrong with my computer.. its going hay wire again.. really hate it.. can't sit still one.. duno wats wrong with it.. even if i know.. i oso cannot do anything.. hate this helpless feeling..
its like.. as if u know the answer to the question.. but.. ur pen doesn't have ink.. and there is no one to help u.. having the answer there stuffed inside yourself.. feels horrible.. makes pple feel like dying there and then..
on my way hm on 88.. i was thinking and thinking about it.. and i decided.. im a dumb foolish ger.. i actually thought of confessing to him.. i must be crazy..!! he will never know.. cause in the end..i promise to put it.. deep in me.. as a forever secret.. being able to still talk to u occasionally is already gd enough.. i dun wanna repeat the tragedy again.. i dun wanna remb wat happened.. i dun want it to happen on u..
serene is going nuts. X) b'dae arriving in... 8 days time!! wonder.. wat will happen on tat dae.. only know tat day got our accounts test lars! so sad and unlucky rite....... =x but i look forward to tat day.. :) as usuals. tat dae either celebrate with frens or family ba.. but for now.. dun seem any dates yet.. so most probably... tat dae should be celebrating with family :) hmms. go try to fix my computer liaos. xD buais.
to PingYing : Ger.. I admit im disappointed that day.. when u didn't come school.. cause its like the previous day u just tell me u want full week attendance then u never turn up the next day.. but then.. as long as u happy can liaos.. i oso cannot say much.. u ownself take care ba.. the choices are all yours.. no one can help me make the decision.. at most they can only encourage u towards their preferred selections.. cheer up k.. i know its not easy to be without him.. but no matter what.. u got to stand up.. this is your life.. u sure u wanna just give up the fight like that..? if ya sure, then i got nothing to say at all..
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤