thinking backk.. i think kor tried very hard to change after few days back i say i dun want this brother anymore.. i felt like as if i was made used by him.. but then.. da sao say.. give him another chance.. he will try to change de.. so i decided to give it a try.. but then... thinking seriously.. why is he trying so hard to be a good brother..? is it because of dasao.. or its because he seriously want this mei..? thinking and thinking makes me more n more emo recently.. i wonder deep down in his heart.. why is he bothering to try so hard.. if to let me judge.. i will say its because of dasao tats why he is trying so hard.. if im not dasao's fren.. maybe he wun even bothered to try.. thinking about this hurts me.. a real brother.. i guess he isn't the one.. because to me.. he is just putting in effort because of dasao.. not because he ownself want this meimei.. anyways, who am i.. he can have as many mei mei he wants to.. im just one of the many gers in his life.. one of the many many meimei[s] he can have in life... hais. disappointed more n more as i think.
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY