end up todae.. i woke up feeling better in the late morning.. so i went to meet dasao and korkor.. then we went to wild wild wet.. hahas.. the first attraction we play...... is the ular lar... xD.. first time we play super the exciting lars.. xD i screamed =x then we oso play tsunami... and da sao and korkor went to play the slides.. xD they had funn.. so do i.. then we went to shiok river.. and teach korkor how to swim.. then we were swimming and swimming.. then.. teaching and teaching.. then one part i grab kor's arm to pull him away frm the wall.. i didn't realize it shocked him till da sao told me it shocked him.. xD so paiseh lors.. but after tat.. we didn't talk much.. then his facial express and body language.. tells me... he is defensive against me.. and he totally dun trust me.. we had kfc.. and left the wild wild wet area...
then we went to e hub.. and sit the ferris wheel... its very very nice.. hahas.. we sat inside with a little boy.. he is a mix blood.. very handsome.. he is only nine but he can speak well english cos his dad is american and mum a singaporean chinese.. xD then.. we had cup walker and yogurt.. xD quite not bad lars...
after tat.. we went to take bus and smth happened.. which got me pondering about kor kor and me.. im wondering.. is tis sibling relation workable between us.. it seems to be me.. who always been treating him as a kor kor.. and he is just treating me as dasao's fren.. it sort of disappoints me a lot.. i mean we dun go out much.. but i try my best to fit in... and frm somewhere deep in my heart.. i really wish tat tis kor kor.. will turn out to be my best korkor.. i dun want things tat happen in the past.. to repeat itself.. but.. my body is getting weary of trying and trying tat it just wanna drop dead...
maybe i think too much.. that my head is starting to get all heavy now.. very tired.. going to bed very soon.. way way too tired.. tmr going to Kylie's youth group.. hahas.. then go gym with them.. alrite alrite. buais buais.
to kor kor [ although u will never see tis.. but i still wanna write.. ] i not very sure why u can't accept me into ur siblings circle.. i feel tat u are wary of me.. and protective and dun trust me at all..but i understand maybe smth happened in ur past.. or.. smth lars.. but then.. all i wanna say is i really really hope u can be my korkor.. although we are not blood related.. but to me.. maybe becos i dun have a Real life kor.. i always wanted to have a gan kor.. tat i treat as a real bro.. but if ya uncomfortable with it.. just tell me straight.. i will just give up.. i just want my kor to be happy.. no point forcing u to acpt me when u really dun want too.. anyways , take care..!
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤