Thursday, July 10, 2008 11:55 PM
Fed up.
life is so hard...i tried my best...i keep on trying.. they keep on scolding and insulting me..i feel myself going mental already...feel like gonna die very soon...i keep trying to push myself onwards evern if everything is not very good in life..alot of rough pits in life.. but then...i realise.. i must find a part time job... even how tough the job is..i have to do it.. i must be able to pay everything on my own..once i saved up sufficient amount after my studies ended,im confirm moving out of this hell..headaches keep coming on...i alr damn busy and stress in sch..come hm still nid to face all this crap..tis house.. got no warmth...who knows.. maybe i will really quit schlig since she really wanted it..always suggesting of me quitting sch..everything saying craps about me... make me hate everything about her... if i can choose..im surely not coming home for good..i had enough... so many years of bottled up feelings...so tired of everything... hais..Labels: lost.