Saturday, August 16, 2008 6:23 PM
drank.
i drank too much..hahas.. at least nt drunk.. only high..after thinking.. i feel so dumb to have drink tat much because of him..todae wake up with a headache.. feel so freaking dumb.. so embarass infront of the guys to have drank tat much..duno wat got into me..just feel freaking emo because of wat i seen..i duno why i get so emo.. when i see him and her.. i feel like giving up..although i did alot and tried alot but so what.. in my heart,i already know the ending of the whole thing..wats the point of going for something tat wun end up nicely.. it will just end up as nothing... i will just be wasting my time... just like the 2nd guy i like in my life..try so hard.. try so much.. try for 4 yrs then waste all my time...but then... tats wat others sae.. to me... i always find it fruitful.. due to all the memories...but tis time round its different.. i duno lar.. i will just to take a step at a time.. and slowly think and decide..thoughts:i wun give up this easily..i will keep on trying and trying.. tillthe dae i manage to get the loveliest memories of all..:) to me, memories are the most important and lovely thing..the things i want most is memories in life :):)no matter how much needle beds i nid to walk on.. i will walk on..for the sake of memories :)Labels: determinations.