Saturday, September 27, 2008 2:54 AM
todae. worst dae for this freaking year..work = freaking shitty todae.. worse dae of the all daes. Upset level = 40%family = sister purposely picked a big quarrel with me. upset level = 80%sch = sister know i skipped sch and threaten to tell parents . i told her to go ahead. upset level = 100%and of cos.. reaction?i cried.. badly..i know by tmr or so.. they will know.. and be disappointed in me...i duno why.. i just kept crying for ard an hr.. i couldn't stop myself frm crying..feeling so sad.. so miserable..like my whole world have turn dark all of a sudden..whole world come crushing on me.long time since i had such a emo emo post alr..but i just wanna remb todae..after todae's crying.. i will walk on.. with a smile..thoughts :tis are all just part of life's many many barriers.. they intend to drag me down..but i will survive.. i wun go down w/o a fight..even if im gonna die in the fight to survive..i wun care.. i nvr gonna give up tis easily.. bowing my head to defeat anymore..im gonna walk on.. and prove it with my actions..tat.. im just who i am :)and im happy to be who i am too!