slack the whole dae at home.. resting my bones and aching muscles.. hahas.. whole dae play computer games.. chat with frens.. watch tv.. and slack :P hmmms.. thinking thru alot of stuff.. starting to see alot of stuff appearing more clearly in my mind... finally a chance to sit down. and think everything thru properly... clear up my head's many many thoughts.. hmmms. i decided..my life will nt just be abt u.. i admit u mean alot to me.. but i oso know.. i mean nothing but just a normal normal fren to u.. i know i cant bear to lose u.. but i oso know.. my disappearance will mean nothing to you.. i tried hard enough already.. now im just gonna wait patiently.. i gave it my all already.. i tried my best.. the rest... is up to u already.. i duno wat is gonna be the outcome.. i only know.. the outcome.. will at least make 1 of us happy.. i know.. u happy.. i will be happy.. so i pray to god.. tat it is you who is gonna be happy with the outcome.. i rather be seeing u happy.. than seeing u sad.. chances are low.. but im hanging out to the last tiny bit of chances with my the remaining of my energy.. one dae.. i know im gonna learn to let go.. but its not the time yet..
i hope i wun be wrong at making tis choice.. im gonna hang up.. till i see the sign to let go.. when i reach tat time.. i will learn to let go with a smile... now i can only stand at a distance and cheer u on.. :)
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤