Tuesday, October 7, 2008 5:12 AM
Picture of the dae :
im down with depression xPduno why.. recently... can't seem to think of any happy thoughts..everyday seem so long & draggy..i can't seem to be myself anymore..i really wanna just be ME.. but its so tough... the more i wanna be me..the more i can't..tmr is outing day.. hmmms..suddenly dun feel like going.. i duno why... but i just totally dun feel like going at all.. im so tired suddenly..i just wanna have a stress free lifestyle for a moment.. indulging my life with just games and laughters for the last week of holiday..i dun wanna let others' words or wat affect me..but sometimes..i just can't help it..im dropping into.. a darkness tat has now form in my life..hmmms.. i duno will i or will i not go..but.. most probably not..i dun wanna be start thinking wildy again... i rather lock myself in a room.. cool down and think thru everything properly..if not.. i believe one dae.. i will just burst.. and die..im leading a stressful life becos..my imagination is too wild..crazy thoughts run thru my mind.. making me tired..thoughts:crazy thoughts run thru my mind..running till my mind is near bursting..so much problems.. so little time..my head hurts..aching everyday..how i wish all tis will just end... its getting more and more...tiring...Labels: tired.headache