hmmms.. yesterdae.. fridae afternoon..
i went to my dardar & honey's chalet..
hahas.. wanted to go home at night time...
but i just.. i just.... =/ tempted to stay :P
in the end , i stayed...
well.. but for the whole night i never sleep at all..
we was sharing ghost stories.. while some are already aslp..
there are 3 gers.. but ard 10 guys x.x
hahas.. we drank alot of liquor too...
hmmmms.. we had lots of fun & laughter...
and now im damn tired..
but i cant sleep.. cos i promise kylie im going to mount faber with her today...





todae...
i bring my camera to schh.. and we snapped lots of pictures together~!!
hahas.. todae laughed alot alot in school..
although todae is kinda short school day..
but i definately had fun with my clique of gers.. :)
overall , todae was simple pure fun & laughter...
after sch... 3.30pm was public speaking course.. last session already~





the above picture... shows.......
my public speaking course group :)
the group picture was taken todae...
unfortunately... our class guys had ENT presentations..
but the session was fun as always...
sad that it was the last..
im sure everyone enjoyed the public speaking course..
how i wish ms nair will be our REAL ITE CA..
then our class confirm damn happy..~
well.. thats tat...





after i go homee....
i saw my sis.. and her bf... in the kitchen.. preparing the ingredients..
the two chef of the night , Kathleen & Alex~!!
Alex kor is preparingg Fried Rice Secret Reciped..
and Sis is preparing Cheesecake..
i didnt help at all =/
i did help with the eating though.. hahas...
the fried rice was delicious.. i finished every single grain :P
the cheesecake was lovely too.. delicious~ :)

well.. todae i really enjoy it alot alot..
every single part of todae made me happy~
i really laughed alot todae..
i seriously love todae.. as everything had went smoothly..
and it had been a happy day for me..
hope tmr will be as good as todae :)

Labels: ultimate laughing dae.

why tis picturee?
cos... its how im feeling about todae..
the rainbow after the storm..
todae things are slightly more smooth..
everyone smiled/laughed a lot todae.. and i totally had my fill of laughter~
well.. i hope this rainbow will last for every :)
i want good memories to last forever..
and bad memories to disappear forever...
after every storm. there is always a rainbow :)
heees. tats hw i feel todae :)

hmms..
todae did nothingg muchh... cos so much stuff piling up on me..
BC report... TPS revision papers... Marketing notes...
im almost breatheless..
this week veery busyy... starting from tmr onwards... >.<
thursdae - public speaking course.
friday - fren's bdae chalet.
saturdae - mount faber photography session
sunday - botanical gardens with sis~ =/ and i havent start memorising =.=
my gpa 4 flying away alreadyy.. >.< myself ="">
somemore nid to find part time job for holiday..
so tat i can buy my dream phonee~~
so expensive x.x heart acheeees..
alright.. i nida go rest alreadyy.. damn tired..
nighty night.. :)







hmmms... tis picture of the dae...
the cracks on the floor are cracks in my brain..
the pieces of cracked land are pieces of my thoughts & memories..
uncountable.. and unlinkable >.<
alot of things unsolved are stored inside.. unable to get the answer i want..
because... im a human..
im naturally worrying about alot of stuff before finding the solution..
well.. its human to be tat way i guess..
and tis is why there are alot of cracks..
i tried to glue the cracks and tried removing the whole entire part of it...
but.. it failed everytime i try..
sometimes i will just choose to run away from it..
throw everything in the back of my head..
and just do things that relax myself and smoothens my spirit :)


todae in schh..
had BC test.. was so drained after tat..
then... marketing quiz =.=
tmr got marketing test.. and i havent studied at all..
im so freaking tired..
i duno wat is causing tis unexplained restlessness in me..
i just dun feel like doing anything at all..
except for gamingg.. chatting ard.. watch tv.. all the leisure thingss..
im so sick and tired of studyingg.. mugging.. trying to squeeze everything into my mind...
tis sunday im going to go botanic gardens with sister~! yay! :X
now to think about saturdae with kyliee... =/
fridae is settled as fren's chalet.. thinking to go or not..
maybe not going liaos.. duno...
see friday energy level then decide ba..
gonna go sleep.. suddenly damn drained.. nite..!







todae...
done nothing much.. had captains' for S&W last lesson and badminton too...
but captains' wasnt as fun as last week.. maybe cos...
of some issues between races =/
i duno.. but well.. badminton was fun as ahmad was joking ard..
and me , natasha , yana and balqis.. were laughing and laughing away..
enjoyed the time with them..
although its really short.. ard 15mins~
syarif oso played awhile too.. tat part most funny..
me , yana , ahmad and syarif...
syarif and ahmad made me & yana laugh alot :)
its good to have pple who jokes ard with us..
it helps me to relax alot.. especially when they made me laugh..







why i choose tis picture for todae....
its a picture symbolising my relationships..
no matter its friendships , boy-ger relationships , kinship..
the locks are representing the difficulties.. and complications..
while the red ribbons represent the bonds between each and every locks..
when u unlock one of the locks , it will affect the others in a way or another..
in life... relations between each other is like the abv picture..
all our lifes are interlink with each other..
each of our actions will affect one another...
i learnt tis principle in school today..
should not mention wat happen...
but.. sometimes.. things just dun always go your way..
and sometimes... trying hard and hanging on kills..
sometimes.. u will just have to give up..
because if u continue trying.. probably the results will worsen..

Labels: locks.

its sundayy..
the last day of the week agaiin..
as usual for my weekends..
nothing much of activities..
spent todae slacking at home.. playing psp wasting time away..
a few dota games included..
hahas..




hmms.. why did i upload tis picture?
cos...
my life is like tis picture..
a endless path in a forest..
the fallen leaves are representing the different scenarios happening in my life..
and the trees are representing the different stages that i have to go thru in life...
the amount of themm?
countless.
trees will continue to grow.. and leaves will continue to fall..
hahas =/ im not sure how many people realise..
life is a endless path.. and u will..
never know wat is at the end of the path until u reach the very end..
someday, i will get tired of walking on this path..
and disappear on tis very path..
but for now.. i will carry on walkingg..

actual time : 12.58am , 23 Feb 09'

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Labels: fears.

Labels: baking.letting go of him.

todae...
now finally sitting infront of my comp relaxing...
so tired.. bones and muscles tired..
todae.. i finally felt like a fool..
doing so much.. yet no one seem to appreciate it..
rather than appreciating it.. u all were wanting to edit it..
i duno why i stay up till 4am for..
as usual.. u all were first jump to editing it rather than appreciating it..
well.. forget it..
i gave it my best.. u wanna edit then edit all u want..
nothing seem good enought for u all.. unless its u all ownself do de..
i realise i been going with the flow too much..
till i lost my own direction..
luckily im still in time to find my own direction..
and re-schedule my stuff.. :) its never too late i guess..


well.. i thought we are good frens..
till the week i was sick.. i suddenly realise our 'good frens' term is build on..
nothing but paper.. its so vulnerable.. and easily to be flipped..
no concern was from u all..
the only stuff i heard from u all is.. project project project..
dateline dateline dateline..
worse sms i seen in tat week was about asking me to do the project even though im sick..
becos of..? DATELINE.
i didnt realise u all thought im a no life person until tat week..
i was sick and all u all said was PROJECT & DATELINE.
i feel retarded for even thinking we were GOOD FRENS..
im just a used tool.. a used puppet to complete ur projects and to meet datelines..
whenever u had a change of plan,
u wun ever tell me. i feel like a idiot.. thanks for making me feel like one..
i go the cross country becos u PROMISED me u will accompany me all the way..
in the end?
u back out todae without telling me.. if i never ask jovin, i will never find out..
im ALONE for the run. but luckily , i still have time to back out of it..
if not, i really will be a idiot tat day.
thanks for making me like a fool , a idiot.
i treated u as a good fren, and u treated me as a fool.
i honestly got nothing to sae about u anymore.
i tried to fit in alr. but i had enuff of trying so hard for a 'paper' frenship.

enuff of the crappy stuff..
todae other than all those crappy stuff..
i had s&w..!! finally after a month x.x
we had captains' ball.. although some accidents cope up but I certainly had fun :)
miss the sort of simple fun :) & simple happiness..
tmr going to kylie's house.. maybe baking cookies.. Yay~ :)
for now.. im gonna rest my tired muscles.. :)

Labels: fake frenship.used puppet.

finally finished my marketing powerpoint presentation...
while my other group members are snoozing away..
im finally done with the presentation... x.x
so freaking tired..
my shoulders are achingg.. finish my blogging then off to bed..
well.. hmms.. i shld probably start with my vdae happenings..

saturdae
hmms...
ard 7pm+ i went to meet kylie first..
ate my dinner under a tree at a playground area with my takeaway xP
hahas.. she was with her chubby and tiffy :) cute doggs!
well.. then thai came to meet me..
hahas.. pass him his vdae present.. [btw , thai is my ex bf xP]
well.. hahas.. the present is special.. first time make vdae present for someone..
hahas.. tis is my first time spending vdae with someone other than my family..
we went to the place we stead.. which is at.. punggol end :)
its a remote beach.. >.<
so we sat at the stone wall there.. chit chat.. tickled each other..
disturb each other.. hold hands.. and joke with each other..
it was.. a blissful moment for me :)
a lot other couples were there too.. hahas.. some families were there too..
well.. tat night at the beach.. it was really sweet for me..
awakens a lot of the memories between us..
tats it for vdae :) its my favourite vdae of all for now x.x

sunday
hmms...
only woke up at...
hmms.. 4pm x.x
hahas... met my godmum, 2 god sisters , god brother , god brother's gf , god brother's cousin & his wife.. @ suntec city , kushin-bo :)
ate kushin-bo ^^ lovely buffet as always.. second time im having it..
yum yum yum.. ate a lot of food.. goshh.. sinfull..!!
left at ard 8pm+..
head over to their place... the best news is...
im given a camera~!! by my elder god sister :)
thank you so muchhh!! i have waited so long for a camera of my own :)
finally i got wat i waited so long for.. :)
im so so happy.. joyous and joyful~ xP
full of joyy..!! the first person i show was yana :)
i miss my sayang so muchh! she is always there for me..

MANY thanks to Yana [my sayang] , Kylie [Good Buddy] , Keng Jie [my elder god sister] , Kathleen [my real elder sister] for everything good that had happened to me so far in this yr..
thanks to Yana and Kylie for always being there :) when i need to share my joys and sorrows..
and especially last week when i was sick and none of my frens seems to care..
thanks Keng Jie for the lovely camera.. [she made my dream came true]
thanks Kathleen , my real elder sis.. for showering me with care and concern when im sick in the past week.. im really glad i have the four of u :) happy and blissful me!

tats all.. time to sleep.. nite nite all!

Labels: vdae.sundae.camera.

hmms..
firstly.. Happy Valentines' Day to ALL :)
singles or attached.. doesnt matter :) todae's weather is lovely..
hahas..


secondly.. ite bishan really wanna make me angry to death x.x
send me debarement letter for vdae gift sia.
x.x see alr = moodless. s&w 71% then exams all cannot take..
wat kind of rubbish is tis.. last 2 monday is teacher ownself cancel..
then why become no attendence sia. =.= irritated.
mondae i gonna go scold them all liaos.. x.x waste my time..

thirdly.. i hope tonight weather will be good.. x.x dun rain pls..
i wann windy windy :) cooling but dun rain >.<
hahas.. hope everything will go smoothly..
tis yr is the first time i make a valentine's dae present x.x
hahas.. well.. i hope he likes it..

fourthly.. tis whole week.. i never go sch much..
was sick for the whole week sia..
rest at home everydae.. sleep and sleep away..
finally feeling alot better le :)
mondae returning back to my hectic lifestyle of schling agn..
x.x sians. =/ tmr i cfm whole dae gamingg..!! =x

tats all for now.. :)
hope everything will go smoothly..

Labels: him.sick.sch sux.

lols...
well....
todae just went to see the doctor at polyclinic..
my left hand super ultra the pain lors.. x.x
had a blood test.. >.<>
but its to check whether gt dengue or not..
hmms.. oso took some medicines... x.x
after tat had lunch and medicine after tat..
tis few daes although im sick.. alot good stuff oso happened :)
im so so happyy..
alrite.. shouldnt sae much.. but..
im looking forward to tis saturdae for the first time in my life.. :)
i nvr look forward to tis saturdae as much as now in my whole life..
yipppee~!!

Monday, February 9, 2009 7:11 PM

fever . up and down.

hmms..
todae went home earlier.. by... 1hr =/
really buai tahan alr.. duno why my body is burning up.. then cooling down..
then burning up.. then cooling down..
hope i will be fine :)
nothingg much happened todae..
hmms..
as usual ba.. except tat..
i scored 31/31 , full marks for my unit 9 marketing test.
hahas.. i was so delighted and surprise cos..
i didnt pay much attention to tat topic..
im glad my extra studying hrs pulled me up..


but i wasnt feeling right for the whole dae..
temperature rise and drop.. repeatly since ytd nite.. >.<
hmms.. alright.. i shld go get something to munch..
buais.

Saturday, February 7, 2009 11:59 PM

pasta.sleep.

todae... my lunch/dinner is.... home made pasta by my sis and her bf..
yum yumm =) i had like... 2 bowl..
actually its breakfast/lunch/dinner..
its the only thing i ate todae.. =/ so full now...
i slept the whole saturdae away =x as usual :P
i only woke up at 5pm+ when my sis woke me up to eat..
hahas.. after tat..
i spend the rest of my dae playing dota..
hahas.. tried phantom assassin.. =x
quite nice.. :) and i pawn alittle =/
but i still nid more practices~!

oh ya , HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JOVIN :)


hahas.. alrite.. going to bed nw..
tmr still got to go to aunt's house to pray..
to mama : no matter wat happened , we will always be here for u..
we duno wat happened.. but we know tat.. u can count on us being there..
for you no matter wat.. really hope u culd tell us.. we all are so worried..

actual time : 3.23am 8th Feb

Labels: pasta.sleep.

Friday, February 6, 2009 11:59 PM

long long 6th feb

Picture speaks a thousand words..

so there are alr... 2000 words with the above colleages..

hahas.. the two abv colleages shows wat we do during the outing todae :)

hmmms..

todae.. we went to seoul garden for buffet makanningg! [ total for 14 student meal : $211.30 ]

after tat.. went to cineleisure to play pool.. [ total for 3 tables split by 10 pple : $102.80 ]

at first wanna watch moviee.. but then >.<

in the end went to play pool..

hahas.. i only won like 2 matches.. lose like 4 matches lor -.-

my skills getting more and more bad.. =/

hahas.. after tat..

we went to isetan park..

drank.. chit chat.. cam whoringgs.. & slackk~!!

well... we took a lot a lot of different of picturess.. :)

i was the one snapping pple's pics away.. =/

hope i didnt irritate anyone todae with my continous pictures snappingg~!!

thanks to all for being so nice to let me snap their pictures :)

maybee i will organise another outing like tis..

but with more planningg..

hahas.. ohya. todae.. me and gladys finally went to sign up with badminton clubbb :)

and oso... join crosscountry =/ x.x but thenn.. i join crosscountry is for the experience..

hahas.. nt to run! i probably walk walk walk ard >.<

hmms.. im glad with the way my life is now..

i duno wat to answer him..

im trying to find the forgiving part of myself..

but its kinda hard.. so... im nt sure.. hais..

tats all..

actual time : 4.13am , 7th Feb early morningg ^^

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DIY box

todae...
had communication session with the overall in charge..
her talk is kinda funny =/ and sort of interesting i guess.. hahas..
after tat.. we had S&W theory test..
was kinda.. retarded =x
hahas.. after sch..
i went home showered and change..
then met gladys go shopping =/
i bought.. a new belt for my top tat i will wear for the s.g outing..
and oso bought 2 pairs of lovely earrings :)


main thing is...
i was looking everywhere for a suitable big box for dom's present..
couldnt find it after walking for total of 4 hours+..
then... i decided to DIY the box then =/
bought wrapping paper.. and found a ordinary goods box..
used like 2 hrs+ just to make the box look nice and presentable..
so proud of myself.. my first time making it..
its really nice.. so proud of it =x


well... tis two daes was especially busy for me..
didnt have much time to revise my studies..
next week onwards , gonna study hard alr!
i had so much fun going out with gladys for shopping spreee~
and spent so much >.<
hope the s.g outing will be funn~!
im gonna be camera ger of the outingg!

Labels: box.shoppingg.

Thursday, February 5, 2009 2:04 AM

paramore

♥♥ paramore. ♫♫♫♫♫♫
hahas. 1 hell of a great band!
simply lovelyy..~!!
hahas... caught the fever from balqis..
i like my new blog songg.. super the nice sia :)
hahas.. well.. i love them cos their songs are really nice :)
the leader singer , harley.. she so.... pretty lar! darn chio!!
=x alrite.. todae nvr do much..
kept thinking abt presents presents presents..
goshh. head gonna burst soon..
spent alot of money on presents.. =/ bank emptied.
hahas... well.. its worth it for their smiles :)
tats all for todae...
im so tired.. nida go off do more alr.. :)


highlight for todae : ms melor scold me in marketing class sia =.= i was like... 'wtf'..
becos she was giving us a exercise to do.. no books allow so i cant do my notes.. then i finish doing le.. cant do my notes.. so i decide to play psp.. and she screamed at me.. as if.. i just killed someone in the classroom.. ' NO PSP IN MY CLASS ' tats wat she said..
maybe she is jealous i gt psp and she dun hv..
bleah =P sometimes i like her lessons..
but sometimes i just feel like giving her a tight slap..

>.<>
hahas.. well.. hope everything will proceed smoothly :)

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009 10:06 PM

soupsoup

hmms.. todae..
came home after sch..
gladys and jovin came over to my place too..
we decided to cook again.. recently,
almost every week one cooking tgt session :P
hahas..
todae... the dish of the dae is... zha-pa-lang soup~!! :x
hahas..
ingredients got... minced meat ball.. fishball... tofu..
golden pin mushroom.. button mushroom.. tomato.. & cornn!
the result - excellent :) better than expected.. :P
hahas.. the soup taste good.. and we had macoronis with it :)
taste great~!! nt too saltish.. nt too bland :)
jovin oso fried long bean eggs.. quite nice oso :)
ate alot.. darndarn fulll~!!


hahas.. after tat... todae something made me angry..
but i shld nt sae much >=(
hmmms... todae passed quite quickly though..
look forward to fridae..
cfm gonna be a crazy nutty day :)

Labels: cooked.

Monday, February 2, 2009 11:59 PM

unlucky start

todae....
changed a new blogskin..
cos somehw the blogskin got error.. then bobian change lor..
hahas.. the new one looks good too :)
thennn.. hmms..
todae in sch..
came late to sch.. missed marketing lesson..
heard they played some game >.<
lols.. after tat was purely lessons and still... lessons..
S&W cancelled sia =( finally thought got S&W le...
then nw... sadddedddd~!!
after classes 3pm..
trained down to Khatib with Jovin , Gladys , Yana , Natasha , Balqis & Mad..
studiedd. and then had cheese fries & hawaii pizza with gladys and jovin at new york pizza..
kinda tastyy.. and very worth the price :)
hahas.. planned things for tis coming fridae.. chatted..
i hope.. tmr will be a better dae..
tis weekend going temple.. pray for tis yr..
seems to be having alot of minor accidents just at the start of the yr..
hahas.. hope everything will be more smooth ba :)
i must learn to control my temper.. and emotions btr tis yr :)

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sundae

todae....
went to compass point..
did marketing plan with gladys, jovin and maylene..
gladys's bf is there too..
well.. we went to library and did the project..
finally finished all of it..
after tat..
dinner timeee..
went to makan... at little red house @ ECP..
uncle's treat.. for ren re..
ate alot of stuff..
got pepper crabb.. sharkfin soup..
noodles... vegeee.. prawnn.. lots moree..
so full... the bill was.... scary >.<
1.3k for 2 tables.. ard 20 person..
ard... 65 per personn...
hmms... after tat..
came homee... me & my sis played with my web cam =/
going to slp soon.. tmr still gt a long dae in sch.. =)



makan-ingg @ little red house.. >.<




Me and my sis fooling with my webcamm x)

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