Tuesday, March 24, 2009 1:47 AM
meaningless life
well..why tis picture of the day?well.... tis picture shows a lady.. thinking which mask to put on..suddenly.. looking back..lots of people... ard me... tat i know... have been wearing masks..i do not understand why make it so hard for urself...its like.. nobody ever know when who or who is being herself/himself..its scary for me.. cos... i hate it to hv to be aware of everyone ard me..but tat seems to be the only way to protect myself..but... its so tiring...tats why sometimes i just love staying at home..dun hv to be aware of anyone... =)can be myself at home.. dun nid think of wat others will think..hahas... wonderful at times :) but kinda bored sometimes...recently nvr do much.. cant find any pt jobs.. so everydae rest at home..fully charge until cannot charge le..i didnt know when i fallen for you...i just have tis special feeling whenever i see u..my heart skips a beat at times..its like.... as if i waited forever for a guy like u..but sad to say...im nvr gonna tell u all tis..past experiences had provided me with enuff evidences..tat confession doesnt work well...well... im just gonna be by u..see whether feelings are strengthen or weaken by time...tis time round.. i leave it all to nature...if it works out.. then good..if not.. then its okay too... im feeling so attracted to u.. yet......we are so apart...but i know.. tat... i only know very little of u..its the feeling tat make my heart race..but for nw.. all i can do is wait.. and go with the flow.......