Friday, April 10, 2009 3:03 AM
2nd trainingg
hmms..
2 pics of the dae.. its linked..
one at the top is a house with a heart door..
the picture name is door into the heart..
the second one which is at the btm..
is a big bunch of keys..
im trying to imply is that..
im trying hard to find a certain key tat can unlock that heart door of urs..
well.. i know it will be kinda hard..
but i wanna give it my best shot at it..
probably u wun ever know about all tis..
cos i dun intend to tell u anything abt it..
until.. next yr.. if next yr , i still have the same feeling for u..
i will accept my feelings and confess to u..
on the condition tat by tat time.. im already able to love myself..
im still learning to love myself..
because if u cant love yourself... you cannot love another..
:)
so... tat will be at least another around 8 months..
well.. :) im gonna jiayou on my side to work out the plan..
from now onwards..
i will be studying & working on the same time..
its time i earn my keep..
:) im tired of always asking extra money frm my parents.. >.<
i wanna be more independent!!
well..
went to banquet training agn with gladys..
todae didnt do much.. time passed very quickly..
well.. before going for the training..
i actually had lunch with gladys , louis & dejun...
at PIZZA HUT!
hahas.. deliciousss...
so long never eat baked rice... yum yumm~!!
we joked and laughed thru the whole entire time there..
after tat... we went to the arcade!!
XP super the fun.. hahas..
we drove.. shot... =x damn fun sia~~!!
hahas... after tat.. louis and dejun have to go off for their moviee..
and me and gladys went walking ard...
hahas.. after tat was training for us...
kinda got teased by the senior assistant director =.=
he is oso training us..
and he kept teasing me >.<>
hahas..
after the training..
was dinner and lots of chit chatting with gladys..
then home sweet homeeee..
tmr.. oso known as laterrrr...
gonna have buffet at sakura international buffet restaurant >.<
with my aunts.. keith and sis and her bf...
alrite... tats all for todae..
my determination... seems stronger than before..
i wanna be able to hold on to this feelings..
i dun wanna lose them..
i will try my best to hold onto my determination and find the right key..
i'll wait for you.. and myself to be ready to confess to you..
Kathleen Sis ❤