Saturday, April 11, 2009 4:53 AM
drained
hmms..love is smth tat can seriously change someone..it can drive someone to madness..but it can oso drive someone to strive hard..life is something tat everyone has to go through..the world is unfair.. no doubt abt tat..sometimes... i just feel so tired being around humans..although im a human too..but i duno why.. i experience such weariness..exhausted by all this humans around me..love isnt blind...love makes u turn blind.. to everything around u..i had enuff for todae..my postivity is maxed out alr for todae..my stamina is so weak..i cant be positive all years long..whenever i reach home..inside my room.. its when i can recharge the positivity by being neutral mood..im so tired out...being positive.. and smiling no matter wat for the whole dae..till.. my emotions are all drained...i have never felt tis way before... like u cant even find 1 bit of positivity in u anymore..totally drained out.. no energy..had buffet at sakura with my aunts and my cousin.. my sis & her bf..kinda nice.. but the standard dropped..well... after tat was shoppingg....we shopped for hrs~!!and i gt myself 2 topman shirts :Pto me , its very nice ~hahas.. overall todae damn fun..tmr going bbq with family and relatives at downtown east..hope it will be fun :))