Sunday, April 12, 2009 5:03 AM
family bbq
went to...a family outing~bbq at downtown east.. cos sis took a chalet for the weekends :Phahas.. overall.. it was serious fun :)we will do this again somedae i hope :)hees..we had lots of yummy food..chicken wings... mashmellows!... hotdogs...and lots more :Pall yummy yummy~!!had so muchh funn~ yippeee..i guess.. a few stuff tat happened have changed my thinking abt some stuff..well..some stuff are better gained thru experiences..commitments are hard to bear with..but i will try to stay commited into actions tat my thinking had set..suddenly.. i feel so scared of losing anyone dear to me...i dun wanna feel that horrible feeling agn..god.. if u are going to take anyone away from me..please take me..i dun wan to go thru tat feeling of losing someone dear agn..it hurts so badly.. i can still remb the pain till tis day..it hurts.