Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:58 PM
grapeee.
i havent been blogging muchh... was kinda busy with the sch stuff... finally have some spare time to sit down and blog..hahas..mondae ended sch.. then went window shopping with gladys and jovin..at far east plaza..we walked and ended up chatting at one place for 3 hrs ><hahas.. had so much fun chattingg..after tat.. was a shared dinner and sushiisss~then home we goo...tuesdae was kinda boringg =/waited 5 hrs agn for badminton training ><hope next week onwards can use the time more meaningfully..we had a movie in the library and borrowed some books during the 5 hrs..after tat was badminton training..had much fun playing with balqis..i still got so much to learn..so much tat i nid to improve on.......i wanna be able to play properly together with grape...hahas..well.. went home after tat..parents was so thoughtful tat they bought dinner for me..although i protested against it >.<hahas...wednesdae which is todae...had s&w.. woohoos. fun..other classes were plain boring i guess =/hmms..some stuff happened tis few daes..i was soon to realise..liking grape doesnt mean i have to put my life on hold to wait for him..grape is important to me..but then...liking him now.. one sided...is gonna get more and more tough as the daes go pass...seeing him just makes me feel so carefree..so happy..being able to talk to him makes me feel... happy..im satisfied just being able to be around him..having him as a stead is wat i want..but.. now.. its satisfied..at least we dun avoid each other...which might happen if i ever confess to him..i duno.. honestly.. im at lost when deciding anything ard him..or involving him... im lost..