Sunday, April 12, 2009 11:59 PM
mentally drained.
todae..went to cut hair with my aunt at fusion...after tat.. slacked at home.. last dae before sch reopens..disappointments.planned before the holidays to bake cupcakes for april 14..and now.. everything is destroyed..just become i relied on someone's confirmation..i guess.. i shouldnt rely on anyone at all..at least.. not her anymore..everytime.. she makes me rely on her..when i rely on her.. i get shit from her..to her.. april 14 nt important.. but its important for me..have u always realise one thing?when something happened , u always ask me to UNDERSTAND you.when im UNDERSTANDING you.whose gonna understand me?sad to sae.. understanding oso have a limit.im getting tired of always going your way.. giving YOU understandings tat U request..wat abt ME?i always try my best to put u first..but.. i had enuff.i trust u with my plan..and now everything has went down the drain..u help me onto the peak of the mountain and now..u kicked me off the mountain..im so tired of all tis...keep trying to lie to myself.. for wat fcuk!everything dun seem to go right.. tis wrong tat oso wrong..when will lady luck come for me..?