sometimes i honestly wonder am i dumb or smart.. i can keep trusting a fren agn and agn.. no matter wat she sae.. wat she does.. i will just helplessly believe in that person agn... i try my best warning myself history will just repeat.. but when the person promise to not let history repeat.. i will just give in..
but i duno why.. tat person choose to hurt me agn and agn.. is frenship so cheap? well... saying to a gd fren who owes u money ' never mind , i treat as giving away money to begger ' if someone says tat to u.. hw would u feel? somemore tis person is kinda important to u.. and u two are suppose to be best of frens.. supporting each other in their time of needs.. but then.. when tat person repeated the history... i got nothing to say.. i didnt know the 4 yrs worth of friendship cant even weight more than $20.
u everytime sae is our frenship tat weak blarblarblar... but.. u are the very person who repeats the history agn & agn. without fail. u will repeat the same history. forgiving and forgetting is good.. but when u forgive someone too often... tat person just wun learn. maybe the 4 yrs of our frenship cant weight $20... but i really feel its wasted.. but i will learn to get used to a life without u.. i do not need a fren tat insult another as a begger.
one dae. when u reflect back. do realise.. if u dun wan others to say such stuff abt u, start by not saying stuff like tis abt others.. becos the world is round.. when u say tis thing to a person.. one dae another person will sae tat abt u.. and.. u are christian.. where has ur christianity teachings gotten u.. i kept telling others u changed for the better.. but i guess tats just myself lying to myself.. the truth always hurt.. but i rather bear the truth than living in ur lies..
i’m just who i am.
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤