many things have happened for the past few daes.. been quite some time since i last blogged.. ard 1 week plus alr.. i guess.. i have grew alot more soft and weak.. i easily cry nowadaes.. which isnt good.. todae i cried when teacher made a very unfair statement... 'now. no more ISP rock, now. is ISP rude im kinda... really disappointed when she said tat. and pin pointed me at it.. she said some teachers made complains to her tat.. a certain someone has been disrupting their lessons and was very rude to them. but the thing is... i make sure that i knocked on the door, greeted the teacher, pass the brochure to her or the class monitor and thanked the teacher before i go out.. tat was what since young i learnt.. and now someone is saying im rude? i feel... so wrong and tat.. my teacher did not asked me abt it before annoucing to the whole class.. i honestly hate tat sentence she use.. i can never get rid of tat image of her saying tat sentence in my head.. i broke down nt only becos im wrong. but i felt as if tis tiny act of mine has spoil the reputation of ISP.. my monitor and a classmate was nice enuff to say they believe im nt tat sort.. i felt happy tat at least there are people who trust tat i wun do tat.. the thing is... the ones closest are the ones.. tat nvr spoke.. hahas.. i guess.. nowadaes no one stand up for anyone anymore. not even ur good fren. or hahas. maybe i was the only one thinking she is my gd fren but actually to her.. im just a ordinary classmate whom he/she gonna see for 2 yrs of ite life, tats all.
tis 1 week plus... really alot of things happened to me and around me.. i suddenly feel life is taking so much out of me... till im so drained. so soft and so weak.. i wanna be able to stand up strong once again.. im kinda mix mix todae.. sad and everything emoish becos of sch stuff.. happy becos i had a lovely dinner with mum and dad.. i miss eating dinner as a family.. i would exchange anything just for dinners like tat.. i wanted to tell them abt todae.. but.. i cant bring myself to spoil the lovely mood.. so i had to trapp the emotions inside of myself.. sometimes when i fall.. i really dun feel like getting up anymore..
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤