im so happy now. duno how to describe the happiness in me. but im truly happy. i never realise how happy it is to tell the truth of my feelings.. after telling her the truth abt us. although tis 3 years of frenship will be gone. but im happy. i finally told her what kind of person she is. the true thoughts and feelings frm my heart.. although im grateful at times that she helped me and be there for me and stuff. but then... it can never cover all the stupid things she did. i thought not telling her was nt hurting her feelings. but then i realised.. why make myself so miserable for her. she is not worth it. i must learn to love myself. stop torturing myself just for pple who are simply not worth it..
i somehow feel so relax.. my headache disappear instantly.. and it feels great.. i feel relieve.. i finally let go of that stone blocking everything in my life.. so sick of her presence in my life.. now finally can get rid of her.. feels great..
she make me indirectly decide on alot decisions that i have regretted in my life.. but then she similarly made me learn all about life.. by showing them to me.. backstabbing .. lying.. betraying.. and many more.. she helped me learn so much.. although i dislike her.. i must still be grateful in a way.. so ironic but true.. who would believe. tat 'angel' will turn out to be a devil. 3 yrs ago. i certainly did not believe tat will happen..
but i finally made me choice to leave tat part of my life behind. it might be lonely at first.. but i confirm will get used to it somehow. for sure.
i’m just who I am, who I suppose to be. Do What you want, Say what you want. Cos Isimplydunwannacare.
If you like me, tell me.
If you don’t, let me go.
This is my way, and that is your way.
About Me
Name : Serene
Age : 18
Birthday : 23rd of May 1991 :)
----------------- wishing upon a star
[1] Create happy memories with my love ones
[2] Learn to control my emotions better
[3] Find the right one for myself :)
[4] Study hard and get better results~!
[5] Learn to express myself more properly :)
and ALSO to be HAPPY EVERYDAY
Kathleen Sis ❤