Sunday, July 13, 2008 10:06 PM
im happy. relieved.
im so happy now. duno how to describe the happiness in me. but im truly happy.i never realise how happy it is to tell the truth of my feelings..after telling her the truth abt us.although tis 3 years of frenship will be gone. but im happy. i finally told her what kind of person she is. the true thoughts and feelings frm my heart.. although im grateful at times that she helped me and be there for me and stuff. but then...it can never cover all the stupid things she did.i thought not telling her was nt hurting her feelings. but then i realised..why make myself so miserable for her.she is not worth it.i must learn to love myself.stop torturing myself just for pple who are simply not worth it..i somehow feel so relax.. my headache disappear instantly.. and it feels great.. i feel relieve.. i finally let go of that stone blocking everything in my life.. so sick of her presence in my life.. now finally can get rid of her.. feels great..she make me indirectly decide on alot decisions that i have regretted in my life.. but then she similarly made me learn all about life.. by showing them to me.. backstabbing .. lying.. betraying.. and many more.. she helped me learn so much.. although i dislike her.. i must still be grateful in a way.. so ironic but true.. who would believe. tat 'angel' will turn out to be a devil. 3 yrs ago. i certainly did not believe tat will happen..but i finally made me choice to leave tat part of my life behind. it might be lonely at first.. but i confirm will get used to it somehow. for sure.Labels: happy.
Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:56 AM
untitled.
todae..
first lesson of the day is.......
OFA.
heard about last night match..
man utd and chelsea 1-1 first..
then.. penelty 6-5..
man utd wins!! x)
so so happyyy...!
hahas.. dad woke up late todae.. so resulted i woke up late too =x
wondering how many people will not be in school today worrs.. =
hhmmms. my classmate Susan quite nice of her..
she go and help me open my locker.. to take things.. cause i damn tired today..
ultra the lazy to go pick up t he printing papers and OFA materials.. =P
gloomy glommy energy level.. im damn damn tired today..
yawnnies..
tomorrow is my birthday le..
somemore tmr late afternoon going out with my clique of frenss!!
hahas.. ^^ happy happy..
look forward to tmr..
serene is happy..
thanks god for guiding me and my heart out of the..
confuse-ness.. :) i have recieve guidance from god :)
ahem =) praise to the lord !Labels: happy.
Kathleen Sis ❤